You might already figure out that I'm Cherie, born in the land of smile, spent half of my childhood there and the other half in the land of blondes.
This blog is not about fashion, what's "hot" or "not". I think I've finally found my purpose in everything, spreading positive energy and just be. This blog is about how I see the world through my eyes. Just an ordinary girl who needs to focus, be in the moment and just take life as it is. I'm imptient and quite naive, I like to think that love, understanding and positive thinking will solve every problem in the world. Welcome to my reality. To all my haters, I only have love to give. ♥ Don't be shy, if there's anything you want to know, reach me at firstname.lastname@example.org I'll do my best to try to answer the questions.
Alltså. Nae. Varje gång jag packar vill jag bara spy på någon. Hur lyckas jag samla på mig så mycket saker? Jag trodde helt ärligt att jag har blivit av med saker. Nu sitter jag antingen i bilen eller på planet till nästa destination. Självklart har jag bara shorts & bikini på mig, medan alla mina kläder ligger helt utspridda på hela golvet. Självklart är klockan nån timme efter midnatt. Självklart har jag bitit mig själv i både kinden och tungan och självklart sitter jag inte bara och bloggar, kag kollar genom tumblr, skriver med ett gäng härliga människor och musiken dunkar på som vanligt. Med andra ord gör jag inte det jag egentligen ska. Blö.
Klassisk Cherie-syndrom. Hur ska jag få med mig allting? Tusan också. Det sjukaste av allt är ju att jag köpte en till väska för att ja inte kan bära omkring på den stora skinnväskan. Så ja, tanken var att den nya väskan ska vara mindre och smidigare, så jag slipper stå på ica-kön i en halvtimme för att leta fram min plånbok. Men nä, den nya väskan jag köpte är precis lika stor. Ja, expert på att missbedömma storlek, jag har fan ögonmått som en cykel. Fråga inte. Jag förstod inte heller. Men nu måste jag fortsätta packa, ouff. Det tar verkligen i när jag ska kliva upp härifrån. Nästa jag ska resa såhär ska jag fan ha en ryggsäckjävel. Nu blev mitt första svenska inlägg extremt negativt, men ärligt så är jag faktiskt väldigt väldigt glad. Bara drygt att man måste släpa med sig allt det där. Jaja. Jag får nöja mig med att jag blir av med sakerna snart och att dom som tar emot det jag tar med dig uppskattar det. Deras fina leenden och glädje är nog det som gläder mig mest.Trots att jag har fett ont i käften för att jag biter mig själv på tungan i sömnen.
Bilden ovan föreställer alla mina väskors insida när jag ska leta efter något, speciellt när det är stressigt. Mje. Nu ska jag åter igen ge ett ärligt försök till. Med andra ord ska jag hitta något annat skit att göra, som typ läsa på baksida av en jävla kartong eller något. Önska mig lycka till med detta. Nu ska jag än en gång lämna kusten för att vandra vidare mot nästa destination.
Green tea-slush, at it's finest. I've been totally off on my blog. I know, it's because I have too much fun catching up with our friends over here in Korat. I have to say, wherever I'm going, I'm always happy with the people I meet. There are adorealbe people everywhere, bless love. And green tea.
Yesterday's morning-selfie. Straight from bed to the coffee shop downstairs and back with a slush. I freaking love green tea man. VERDE! Btw, mom kept me awake last night, I'll probably sleep like a ferakin' baby on the bus tonight.
So, now it's here again. The thing I've beenb avoiding to do. Gosh. I don't know why I'm doing this to myself. I have to pack my freakin' bag because we're leaving the house for the coast again. I guess I don't really have the right to complain, but for real, I hate packing... Especially whe3n you have like waaaaay too much stuff to pack.
Anyhow, these couple of weeks will be awesome. I'll be at the cost again, so I guess there will be a lot of seafood and beach-running. Hopefully,
And about my birthday, my dear friends, you all can belive that it will be legend-berry. One way or another. Well, I'll try to make it last than just one and a half hours. Haha... And last but not least, here are random pictures from my tumblr as usual. Cya later dawgs!
Wow, I didn't know there's a name for what I have.
Hahaha, my lovely friend posted this picture on her blog... I think she thought of me, since I'm pro vegetables. Well, they call me hippie, so, yeah.
Sometimes, I feel like: Home is wherever you have internet connection, haha! I have to say, I kinda miss swedish summer. Midnight sun, skinny dippin' in the lake, midnight bbq, summer flirtin', midnight run... Oh.. Swedish summer at it's finest. Hopefully, summer will find the way to Sweden too.
I also miss my green headware, wherever it is.
And yeah, I'm so mad at this dude right now. If you're reading this, you'll have to go all in on my birthday, WITH OR WITHOUT ME!!
I have to go now, the heat is killing my little laptop. See you on the otherside of the interwebz, yaw. lolwut?
It's funny how life turns out sometimes. Everything is connected, one thing leads to another. Just like a kaleidoscope. I won't waste time fighting for something that isn't meant for me. It's like the ocean, you can only fight against the small waves, then you'll have to learn to ride it, otherwise you'll drown.
Yep, this is totally my future child. Well, I wish.
It could've been us. We could've avoid "it". I could've been more patient. I could just let you have what you wanted, but that wouldn't be real.
We could have. We should have. We would have. But it didn't happen, it wasn't meant to happen.
We held on to what we were use to for so long, so we became blind. But now I see. Brighter than ever. There's no going back.
I'm exhausted. It's over. That's it. Done. The end. Finito. You harm no one but yourself by holding on to the hatrish and anger. Give your soul the love you deserve, search for the truth, realise and unnderstand. Explain you anger, don't express it. You'll be amazed by how things around you change. Trust me.
Morning shots from the other day. It was so beautiful I almost cried. But then I just got really freakin' upset when I couldn't upload one single picture onto this freakin' blog. Haha, impatience is my middle name indeed.
I really enjoy the feeling of being balanced. Everything happens for a reason and there are reasons for everything. I guess life's about learning, loving just.. be, you feel me? I hope you guys will find your inner peace anytime soon too. I think it's the only way to infinite love. If you down, I hope you'll find your way back up. If you're high, I hope you'll find you balance soon.
You'll meet the people you're meant to meet.
You'll go to places you're meant to be.
You're exactly where you're meant to be.
And if you really want something you don't have, you'll find a way. But remember, "Patience, my dear"
- Oh, Cherie, you're so clever sometimes.
- Jeez, thanks Cherie. You're too sweet.
Okay, I think I have to eat something soon. I've been eating nothing but 2 mangos since I woke up. DAMN! It just started to rain. How the heck will I get home without getting my macbook wet.. ?
Screw this, I'm too hungry to care. Over and out, dawgs!
Finally some connection with the interwebz. I think Jay, (Johanna) has arrived to the land of blondes already. But I guess it's fine, I just have to laugh at my own jokes on my own....
I'm sitting here at this internet café, feeling the heat from my poor little Macbook. But yet, it works perfectly fine. I guess you really get what you pay for.
Here are some more pictures from Koh Chang, gosh, I really need to get back to the seaside. Too bad that the only swimming pool in town has closed for good, bye childhood memories... I guess I'll have to wait 'til I get to the seaside. Haha, "patience, my dear" great idea for a tatoo. Well, here are a bunch of pictures from Koh Chang. It was great man, it feels like forever since I left the land of blondes. I think I miss my sweet hearts more than I could imagine. Darlings, I'll be in the land of blondes soon! Be patient!
Oh dear, I really have beautiful friends♥
Go ahead, laugh at my tan-line, because Jay did. Like, really hard. Well, I'm glad I can bring smiles ouf of people.
I told you I was easily amused.
I hope the flight was fine, I MISS YOU ALREADY JAY!!!
He jumped out of bed and got dressed really quick.
He ran back to bed, kissed me on the lips and disappeared."
// One hell of a poet.
And here are a bunch of ramdom pics that doesn't have anything to do with anything. At all. I swear. Except for the picture with a beautiful boy infront of an african elephant. That's my future child. Yep, I went that far.
So, yeah. I bought a portable internet-thingy and it toally sucked. The wi-fi dude is not at our place yet so I have to go to an internet cafe everytime I have a skype meeting or just check my email. The funniest thing about that is they don't always have wifi, so I kinda have to use their pc to check something up. It's crazy, I mean, this Microsoft's operative system is wierd when you're a Mac user.
Anyhow, now you guys know why I've been off lately. I can't even up load my own pictures so I have to borrow pictures from my tumblr. Haha.
Here's a random picture from my instagram. A knife I borroed from my cousin, you know, just in case.
If I know myself right, I know that I will just walk away from everything again if they don't let me be. I don't really feel like complicate things up. I just want to.. be. It feels like my heart is messing with my head again.
Classic Cherie, when I start to overthink, I just screw it and think about something else. Thank goodness I'm not a emotional wreck anymore.
I ran like a fool today, it was so freaking hot man. It was like 45°C in the sun... It was quite interesting to run as far as I used to, but in the tropical heat. I have to say, you sweat like a freaking pig. I have to drink twice as much as I used to, now a days. That, or get sick by this crazy dehydration.
I've noticed that I tend to turn a lot of heads wherever I go. I'd like to turn head myself some day, maybe I'll turn my head when I see something interesting enough.
And miss Hanna Banana, next time you're drinking organic milk, please, think of me. In return, I'll think of you every time I'm eating something organic overhere, like mango, watermelon and pineapple! Okay, I have to go now, we have visitors. Lot's of love!
Since I'm a divorced child, I don't have many male role models. Grandpa is one of them. Why? He's a saint, that's it. He's known for his big heart and his generosity. Probably the cutest calf I've ever seen. Grandpa's taking care of this little dude because his mother died. Poor little thing, motherless child.. I almost cried when grandma told me about it. Not that I've ever been a big fan of meat, but I'll probably eat less meat from now on. My friends & family know that I prefer salad, fish and chicken before meat. I don't really know why actually. Grandpa's also taking care of this injured beautiful piece of bird. He was trapped somewhere and tried to get loose, he lost his foot while he trying. Poor little thing. He'll get a bigger cage soon, so he can walk more freely.Grandma's picking beans. So delicious!!Common problem during dry season, no water. No water = No life. There fore, drinking water should be free. But it's not, sadly. I'd love to change that someday soon.
Okay, I have to get some sleep now. It's super late, as usual. I have to tend at this buddhist ceremony in the morning and I want to keep my promise. After that, running-time!! You've got to love life, man. Alright, I'll write later! Good night, wherever you guys are. Lots of love from child of the sun!
Late night thoughts again. I'm done suffering, I'm tired of not knowing. It's okay to overthink if you have someone to talk to. Especially the one you are overthinking about. Care mode: off! Batman, please, take over.
You can not fight Batman's Bitchmode. Over and out, it's freaking late now. CYA
"We got sand in our bed, got braids in our hair, got music in our ears, got love in our heart and got peace in our mind. Last and definately not least, we got each other. What more can we ask for, when we've got everything we need and everything we need is enough?"
I wrote this before I went to bed yesterday. I was so exhausted from all the swimming and fooling around with the girls. The weekend has been awesome, I'd love to stay longer but I have to keep my promise that I will be at grandma this week.Which is awesome as well. I can't wait to meet her!
Wicked fire shows! The dude on top aka "Green shirt-dude" was really funny. Long story short, he is colour blind and yes, he was joking about it.
I wish you all were there, man. At least the one who'd appreciate it.J-Dawg & her cousins!
We were at a place called "Sabai Bar" and it was "sabai" indeed. Translation; Sabai (สบาย) = Chill, satisfied, easy, comfortable, smoothly, with out difficulty... Yeah, basically, just.. Awesome. Another fun fact: When you're in Laos, you say "Sabai dee" when you're saying hello. And "Sabai dee" in thai means satisfied, comfy or just.. satisfied.
I'm back in Chanthaburi again, at my uncle's. I've had a great weekend with awesome company, awesome beach, awesome hotel and awesome company. Koh Chang was awesome.
While we sat there at the beach, waiting for our dinner to come, Jack Johnson's songs started to play. I was just about to cry, I mean. Can I really ask for more? I was so satisfied.
Well actually, there was one thing.. There were a lot of love birds walking on the beach, holding hands and kissing. It was beautiful, I looked at them at said "awwww!!" And Johanna was like: Yeah, you don't have to pretend, I know you wanna throw rocks at them, do you? Hahha, she knows me too well.
Sadly, I couldn't really work out like I wanted to on the island. So I just fooled around at the beach while people probably thought: What the heck is she doing? I'm hitting the roads again tomorrow morning towards grandma.
Jay's taking a nap next to me while I'm listening to some awesome music. Damn, life is good when you're awesome badasses like us. Joke. I really wish that you guys were here so you could enjoy it with us.
Wouldn't it be nice to see the whole world smile of true happiness?
These pictures are from yesterday, and Jay was like: AH!! Save me!! Hahah!
Have a great day mates, 'cause we will! Over and out.
I hate packing nowadays. I don't know how the heck it happend, but I have waaaaay too much clothes. I'll be gone for 3 days, but yet I can't decide what to bring. I mean, why should I care what I'm going to wear. what ever, I'll bring 2 pairs shorts, tank tops, swimwear and something to work out in.
I'm finally done, I started to pack right after we came home from the beach (around 6.30 pm) and I'm finally done.
Now I have to get myself through the worst part, the waiting... Well, at least I get to sleep on the bus.